Monthly Archives: April 2011

Come on out to the market

As part of my work for the North Asheville Tailgate Market, I will be (red tape and bureaucracy fairies willing) managing their EBT capabilities at every market. Once in place, this system will allow market customers to use their food stamp benefits to purchase fresh, locally produced food. We think this is a fantastic thing.

We’ve discussed issues of access–the market is centrally located, with a bus stop only yards away, and plenty of parking for cars and bikes. We’ve discussed how to get the word out and the customers in–EBT has been successfully implemented at other farmer’s markets, and the vendors will likely be the first to share the news when our program clears the final paperwork hurdles. We’ll do everything we can think of to let the public know they have one more source of nutritious, sustainable, local food–but will that be enough?

It brings up some interesting issues, at least for me. The charge continues to be laid–and answered–that the SOLE movement and its near cousin the “foodie” movement are elitist, classist, even racist.

I can’t say that all of these arguments are without merit. After all, any time we begin treating a basic necessity like a personal accessory, any time we make sport out of something all humans require, the playing field is going to get split, and split fast. Shelter is a basic human right. But can the same be said of a thirty bedroom house? Likewise, we all need to eat. But $25,000 caviar is not sustenance, it’s status symbol. It’s delicious, and, indeed, I am sure could be appreciated by a person living below the poverty line if they had the opportunity to taste it, but they can’t feed their kids with it.

Over the years, I’ve visited a variety of farmer’s markets around the country. It’s always seemed to me that the customer base pretty consistently skews upper middle class, and I can see where, on its face, the farmer’s market might not seem like the right place for a person of limited means to shop. Pulling up on the city bus, seeing the parking lot full of Subarus and Lexuses, the shoppers with their genuine handwoven African market baskets on arm, I can understand how you might want to stay on the bus.

So how do we get you to pull the cord and step off? Because you have come to the right place, and you will find more here for you than you know.

My CSA haul this week included dandelion greens and a delicious salad mix that was heavy on the Miner’s lettuce. Weeds, people. What the foodies clamber for is, by and large, peasant food. The buzzwords of the day are whole foods, minimally processed and simply prepared. Michael Pollan’s now famous dictum to, “Eat Food. Not too much. Mostly plants.” describes the diet of most of the world’s poor for most of history.

And, let me tell ya, no one can tell you about vegetables you’ve never heard of (which would be most of them, if you’re eating the standard American diet) better than the men and women who grew them. When the cashier at the big box grocery store doesn’t even recognize the unusual produce you bring to the register, you’re not in a good place to ask about what the heck to do with it once you get home. But the person who saw it spring from seed, who tended it and harvested it? That person can tell you what it is, when to get it, how to prepare it, and what it tastes like.

And, around here, they’re just as likely to sound like you. Your greens don’t have to come with a dissertation on the historical context of the sustainability movement and an invitation to a truffle-themed dinner party, BYO prosciutto and Moroccan dates (unless, of course, you’re into that). I think this can’t be underestimated when we’re talking about access and outreach. EBT can lessen the financial intimidation of visiting the farmer’s market, but that’s only one piece of it. The welcoming smiles on the faces of the vendors go a long way to fixing the rest of it. Come on by, they say. We’re just people, sharing food. Just people. And you’re one of us.

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A glance

The brief yellow tang of sorrel
peppers the thick grass, now
ankle-high between spring storms
and growing.

It’s been ten years since I
threaded bare toes between
deep green blades
cooled my feet on summer’s carpet.
Ten years of thorny sand at my door
scoured ground oven-hot
and unyielding.

In the desert, the sun’s shout
echoes down then up
hits hard ground
richocets back
to hard sky
reverberates like plucked steel
or a beaten drum.

Here, that same sun
falls only a little farther
collapses into a green net of
layered leaf and vine
loses velocity
thins out like weak warm tea
and at last settles gently
onto my skin, kiss-damp
and reaching into a
soft breeze.

Tree and bud stretch in
its easy embrace
unfurl motley banners
audacious in their
delight at the season.

With her blooms off, the
sorrel will blend into the roadside
a weed among weeds
another patch of the same shade of green.
But today she calls out
from a thousand lemony throats
beckons my gaze
and the sun’s
down
asks us to look on
her looking back
with summer’s eyes.

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Role models

Last weekend, I participated in the Mountain Xpress Poetry Show, as one of the poetry prize finalists. (I’ll be sharing that poem soon.) Sitting in that historic auditorium, listening to other poets read their work and talk up the Asheville poetry scene, I was seized with the desire to devote more time to my own writing. There are quite a few regular reading events around town, and, for the first time in my life, I’m thinking seriously about attending.

Writing is, by its nature, a solitary task. Anyone can put words together for their eyes only. But being a successful writer–published, read, paid, all of the above, whatever that means to you–means bringing other people into that sheltered place, even if you never see them. Knowing that someone, somewhere is reading your words can in itself be terribly intimidating. Face to face, even more so. I’ve been on stage before, mouthing other peoples’ words, but I’d never read my own to an audience.

I felt my hands shaking, but my honest Man Friend swears he couldn’t see it from his front row seat.

The applause was like warm rain.

The brief accolades are part of it, to be sure, but more than that I want to use this simple love of good writing that this group of folks shares to fertilize my own. That applause–indeed, the very fact of every person there being there in the first place–is like damp earth to the scattered seeds of ideas that bump around in my head day after day.

Yesterday morning, as the pouring rain gave way to blue skies, I was shaking hands with farmers and cheesemakers and bakers and potters and getting similarly inspired. I’ve picked up a little part-time work with the North Asheville Tailgate Market, and attaching faces and names to the items in my kitchen makes my green thumb itch and my barnheart flare up.

True, I can be somewhat easily influenced by what I see–watching The Big Lebowski always makes me want to drink White Russians–but this is deeper. It’s a specific, reality-based reaction–seeing other people doing some version of what I wish I did more of is a great kick in the pants. I don’t watch movies and have the urge to head for Hollywood. I don’t read National Geographic and decide to enroll in graduate school and become a geologist. I don’t listen to The Kills and want to start a band. All of these potential life paths appeal to me, but more in a daydreaming, idle sort of way.

But the life of a wordsmith-farmer? Now that I could do.

If I wanted to become a diesel mechanic or a biochemist or a jewelry designer, I’d enroll in school, and learn from the learned. I’d hope to be taught by that sometimes rare figure: the great teacher. A great teacher sparks in the student a passion for the task at hand, a desire to read and investigate and explore on her own. Spending more time around the writers and farmers around me is accomplishing much the same thing. This is school, deconstructed, and I am so ready to learn.

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Good fences

I’ve spent the morning lazing about in the delicious warm air of the back yard, reading, thinking, watching the sky darken. Now, just as I’ve pulled on a pair of shoes for a ramble around the neighborhood with the dogs, some serious thunder barks from above.

I briefly consider skipping today’s exercise. But, though it’s still hours before their customary walk time, they’ve already been giving me expectant, sidelong glances, and the weather report says this system isn’t going away today.

I decide to race the rain, taking the quick loop around the back of the neighborhood. If it starts to pour, we can make a quick run for the back gate.

At the apex of that route, where the road starts to bend back toward home, I’m busy admiring some roadside phlox when the sound penetrates my awareness. Only yards ahead, a dark swarm of bees swirls in the air, as wide as the road, about head-high, and at least four feet tall. Was their hive disturbed? Are they homeless, irritated, and primed to sting? I wheel the dogs around and backtrack. Glancing over my shoulder, the bees still dance and buzz in the same place, and don’t seem inclined to give pursuit.

Making a second turn down this little one-lane road, I have another chance to admire my neighbor’s homes–not because they’re especially grand, but because so many of the properties are doing something. The flower beds are shouting with tulips right now, but I know from last summer that tomatoes and chard will follow. I see compost heaps and chicken coops. I see art made from trash, ever-blooming cans adorning fences and railings. When we were looking for a place to rent, a fenced-in backyard was a must, largely because of our escape-artist / doesn’t-play-well-with-others rescue dog. But these yards run right up to the little road. If they’re fenced at all, it’s a short and open sort of fence, not the sort that walls off a tiny private estate. There’s an outdoor fireplace in one of these open backyards; chairs and hammocks in others. It might be overly rosy, but I picture neighbors who know each other, trading eggs for tomatoes, wandering across the street to have a beer around a summer fire as the lightning bugs wink on.

Despite our hermit tendencies, community is a consideration as we muse and plot. Even out in the country, neighbors are important. I remember from my childhood that you may have to know who to call when you spot cows out of their pasture; they have to know who to call when they need help getting the hay in. It’s easy, in the city, not to know your neighbors–after all, if you need something–help, a cup of sugar, a jump for a dead car battery, chances are you can get it fairly easily from somewhere else–your friends, the corner store, Triple-A. You don’t have to know who shares your property line. And I suppose you can get by without knowing that in the country, too–but it sure does help. It may not take a village to run a small homestead, but it will require, at least on occasion, more than our four hands.

As I devote more and more of my time to the two ventures I really want to cultivate–our nascent homestead idea and my writing–I spent less and less time recreationally surfing the internet. But I still keep up with some of my old favorites, and I’m continually struck by Jenna’s stories. I find it inspiring to read about all she’s done and is learning to do, but I’m also reminded regularly that, while she has undertaken a huge task independently, she is not doing it alone. That’s an important distinction (and it doesn’t take away from her work, either). There are friends and neighbors to help with sick sheep and trucks that won’t start and goat-proofing fences, as well as to help celebrate the triumphs, large and small–and the latter is just as important as the former. Other people are great when the ship’s going down and you need all hands on deck; but what’s a party without guests?

One of the most independent women I know–and one of the hardest-working and greenest-thumbing–is my mother. She’s built a beautiful oasis at her home, and most of it with no more than her own ingenuity and two strong hands. But she’s cultivated a community, too–one that bolsters what she’s already done by herself. Her next big project is beekeeping–an art she’s picking up from friends already skilled in apiculture. (I’m trying to goad her into writing about it for these pages!) I can hear the enthusiasm in her voice when she tells me about it on the phone, and I think she’s taken this plunge faster and with more gusto than she would have if she were learning from a book, or by trial and error. This goes right to my argument: my mother could become a beekeeper without any help–she’s a most capable lady–but there’s something more that happens when knowledge is passed directly between people. The thing passed is somehow richer for having been touched by all the people sharing it. She’ll have someone to call up if the hive develops any problems; she’ll also have someone close by to share her first honey with.

I don’t know what the solution for us will be. Though it might sound like I’m idealizing a bit, I have lived in homes with shared communal spaces, inside and out. It can be nice. It can also be an enormous pain in the ass. Finding the right balance is yet one more piece of this puzzle we’re working, without any picture on the box to guide us. Good fences indeed make good neighbors–though frequently only if they have open gates in them.

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All in good time

Yesterday, as I climbed a long ridge, the hot sun poured down through still-leafless branches. Sweat dripped off my face, ran down my belly, made my arms glisten. The trillium aren’t even in bloom yet, and it was in the low 80s. I came off the trail pining for salad: this one in particular, but anything lettucy and crunchy and tasting of spring would have been fine. I thought with a touch of dismay about the groceries I’d just bought to cover the week’s cooking, and the decidedly wintery tone to the menu. Who wants to eat chard and white bean stew or roasted chicken when the sun shines hotly and the air smells like it did yesterday, full of warm dirt and wet, new green?

Well, my meal-planning self remembers what the rest of my brain is apt to forget in these moments of sunny rapture: spring is a fickle beast. Last night, a storm moved through, stomping on the roof, soaking the sills of the still-open windows, and pruning forty degrees from the thermometer’s reading. When I went out at lunchtime today, I put on my warmest coat and a toboggan. April, that clever month, keeps my tank tops and my heavy wool in equal rotation through the laundry basket. I find it less amusing than she does.

As I write this, snow flurries whip past my window, borne on a unrelenting, cold wind. The pea plants on my desk look a little smug, being on this side of the glass. I’m glad that I’ve managed to squash every sunny-day urge to start our little patio garden–delicate seedlings aren’t made to weather April’s whims.

I know people who think the appearance of seed catalogs in the mailbox in dark January is one of life’s cruelties. But April seems worse: it’s so close, that sandal-wearing, fingers-in-the-ground weather, but the frost warnings aren’t quite done, and your warm coat is still at the front of the hall closet.

April’s caprices are an apt metaphor for where we now stand: we’re chomping at the bit to get moving, to find/build/restore/remodel a home, to put into practice what we’ve only been reading about. To whittle down our life to a smaller, richer timetable of seasonal tasks. But the time isn’t right, yet. Where we are isn’t bad–just as, even windy and cold, today is beautiful–and I can actually forget about my own impatience from time to time. April is just one month out of twelve, and I’ll be moaning about the heat before you know it. Today–still on the shiftwork, fulltime paycheck hook, still renting someone else’s house–will one day be the April we look back on, with its pleasures and its frustrations side by side, day after day.

It’s hard, but I can wait.

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No thanks, I’m a utilitarian

Well, I wrote this poem, see. And it’s been named a finalist, see, for a poetry prize. That’s all well and good, but this prize comes with a party and a public reading. In a nice auditorium, with actual, real, live, published poets in attendance.

I’d been worried about the reading. I told the Man Friend that I wasn’t sure I’d written a poem that lent itself to being read aloud. I don’t think about such things when I write poetry. The rhythm, for my poems, is entirely on the page; the sounds of the language inside my head. Slam poets know how to write poems that take well to the air and tongue, poems with their own percussion section. I am not a slam poet.

My Man Friend told me that all poems are written to be read out loud.

It’s a nice idea. I hope he’s right. So I’ve been practicing, with the dogs for my audience. Resurrecting my old theatre voice, but for my own words. I really can’t account for how intimidating this whole thing is.

And it became even more so when, last night, for no reason, it suddenly occurred to me that I will have to wear clothes to this event. Appropriate clothes, I mean. And I haven’t got a clue how to solve that little problem.

A guiding principle of how we do things around here is utilitarianism. Sure, we have some beautiful things–a few pieces of real art on the walls, plenty of gorgeous music on the iPod–but we aren’t dress-up people. I’ve admired elegant, grown-up clothes in the stores; I’ve even tried them on. But, inevitably, I can’t justify buying something I may only wear once a year. If I’m going to spend any significant (read: non-Goodwill prices) amount of money on clothes, it’s probably going to be merino wool, or a sturdy pair of work shoes. Or a rain cape. I still really want a rain cape. Useful clothes, you see? We are utilitarians.

I’ll be fine–I have managed to acquire over the years those key Little Black garments a gal is supposed to have. This is likely only a problem in my head. I’m perfectly content in the way I live–more than content, truly–but I still feel a little like one of the misfit toys when I have to go out among other adults in a non-farm, non-trail, non-bicycle setting. Basically, I’m better at work parties than cocktail parties. Though the “cocktail” part of the latter usually helps.

This is all simply another instance in which I’ve been reminded that my normal isn’t everyone’s normal. Just like I don’t understand people who watch four hours of TV a day, eat microwavable “meals”, and shop at Wal-Mart, I also don’t relate to people who have dress-up clothes in their closets, and actually wear them.

My Little Black Dress had dust on it when I investigated last night.

My bicycle lives in the living room, and my fancy clothes collect dust. Insecurities aside (and, really, I am trying to put them there), that’s a great way to live, in my book.

We’ve still got a long way to go before we’re working our own land, but we began that slow and steady journey a long time ago. We’d each begun it, separately, before we’d even met. Maybe you’re on it too? Its roots are deep, and have nothing to do with how many acres you do or don’t yet have to your name or how much you do or don’t yet know about keeping chickens or knitting or making your own music. It’s a philosophy; it’s in how you see the world and your place in it. Are you in this existence to build and to steward and to be of use? Do you suck in great gulps of happiness every day, without taking needlessly from your neighbor? Are you more interested in what your body can accomplish than in how it looks? Do cast iron, tooled leather, carbon steel, and turned wood catch your eye? Do your boots live by the door while your heels went to Goodwill long ago? Whether you have the land, the house, the flock, the garden of your dreams yet or not, you are a fellow utilitarian.

Welcome to the fold.

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